Life is a wheel

This world is weird. Once, you can be in deep sadness. Short after that, you may get very great happiness. That happens to me.

My deep sadness is.. my truly loved childhood friend is set himself away from me. In fact, he insulted me too much. What makes him suddenly change? Because of his girlfriend or what? But, it is so sad to think that someone you've share smiles and tears with is suddenly hate you. He made your life as most memorable moments, he is the one that perfecting you, and he is the one that promise you many good things that made you smile... and suddenly, out of your expectation, he left without any signs and reasons. I swear I really feel alone and empty. If I can figured out my feeling.. It's like before this, I am surrounded by my beloveds in circle. When I look around, it looks full. But when he's gone, then I look around again, I see a big hole. And the big hole can never be replaced by anyone else.

That's the same thing happens to me, when 'he' is gone before. That happens yesterday.

And suddenly, I got the cure today. As promised, me and Yurika hanged out together for my PLKN's things. Suddenly she called someone and saying that we're heading there. And guess what.. We're going to her friend's father's clinic to hear the piano's music from Yurika's friend! I called her Sheryl, she is a Chinese. I just very amazed to be able to touch piano by myself, to hear piano lively... For someone who practice by herself, her technique is soooo great! And she's surrounded by great musicians. She's talkative and friendly, which was helping the nervous me in our conversation. She was teaching me a bit about piano too. I was thinking to have her number phone but I just don't know how to ask. Then, come to my surprise, she asked for my phone number! And, she's a cute girl.

Mmm... life is really like a wheel, isn't?