Sorry....... I am the guilty one

... To one of my friend.

Okay, she is not doing any mistakes towards me. Hahah, I said it for several times. But I still did feel guilty to her cause... I feel bad towards her.

She is really, really innocent in my life. In addition, she really loves me as her friend. But her emo attitude makes me feel very sick towards her. Only that, but I've feel like.. "uhh, she's annoying!"

I think it's not only me who feel uneasy to her for that emo. Even her new friends told me about that. So I think, I am not misunderstood her, there's no wrong with my opinion about her. And can be said that maybe most of her friends think that too. Geez, I think we're really disturbed when she starts emo-ing.

But, she can't be hate just because of that, right? Cause that is what she feels, can be said that it makes her for who she is. As her friend, I should help her to at least, can reduce that attitude. And I think, I am being some of her assistance. When she needs advices, I'll try to give it without influenced by my erm.. madness to her. And when she needs someone to talk, I would try to talk to her.

But.. Sadly, though I said I want honesty from others, me myself don't honest to her. I am helping, in same time, I am sighing with her words. I said she is my bestfriend, but I feel bad to her. When I talk to her, it wouldn't be merry as I talk to my other friends.

Sigh.. I am really bad to her....