Down.

Sigh...

I am so down. Like having no more soul in me.

Felt like I've being left behind by everybody in my life.

Well, they are sticking around me actually. But a bit changes of them made me feel like I lost half of them.

Haha... A bit empty, and lonely.

='(


To someone :

You're already going on. But I am still here, sticking in this place of ours, terrifying if I have to replace a treasure of us with another one.

I'm not hoping that those moments are repeated.
Nor hoping that you still got a feeling for those golden times.
And I am not about to let you know about anything.

But I know... there's no way I can tell myself that you're my friend. And I am worried if I keep messing your way with my stupidity. I want to stick in until someone save me, and there's no reason to give you a burden with it.

Haha... Have a happy life by then.