Berhenti Kerja

12 April 2010, akhirnya saya berhenti kerja setelah lebih kurang 3 bulan bekerja.

Maka, apa perasaan saya?

Mmm... Sedih, kalau tidak biasa-biasa.

Sangat terharu.. Walaupun saya tak menghebah-hebahkan tentang saya akan berhenti kerja, tapi nampaknya anak-anak murid saya mengambil berat akan perihal ni.

Ramai yang tanya, "Cikgu, betul ke cikgu nak berhenti?" "Cikgu, janganlah berhenti.... Suruhlah mak cikgu upah bibik," "Kalau cikgu berhenti, mesti Afif kena buli," dan macam-macam lagilah...

Di akhir kelas terakhir saya dengan mereka, saya berikan mereka sedikit kata-kata terakhir dengan harapan mereka dapat sesuatu yang berguna dari saya, meskipun sedikit.

Dan mereka membalas,

"Kami sayang cikgu!!"

Seorang anak murid saya berkata,

"Cikgu, Damia rindu cikgu."

Dan di akhir kelas, mereka MEMELUK saya.

*Tears dropped* Saya cium pipi mereka dan katakan saya sayangkan mereka.

Wish to stay with them, always, but still, each that meet will separate one day. I don't know if I could meet them again, in this kind of loving state. I don't even know if I will be dearly remembered, like me towards them. I don't dare to hope that kind of things.

But, I wish that they got something useful from me to hold to, to be used even when they are growing up.... Wish that even they are at the places I can't see, I don't have to worry because they'll lead themselves to the right way, holding to the guides they had, and a bit of those guides they got from me.

It is bonus if they remember me. =)

My little darlings,

Don't ever forget that I am always love you, even when we're not together anymore. =)