Leave? or don't

Yesterday she said to me the same thing, again. About how this life is lonely, with the same unacceptable reason, AGAIN.

I can't stand it when she said that. She has repeated it many times. And how much times I heard she said she will change after some advising words from me? Heh, uncountable.

We can't always hold on others. We can't think that without others, we can't do anything. Don't other people that we hold to have their own matters and problems? Ahh, I just can't stand it when she became emo!!!!

Just because we're living in a silent village, doesn't mean that we're alone! Ugh, I really felt like want to leave this person. Okay, I sound mean, I know, but the day without her is somehow... Relieving. Still, I can't leave her alone because of her irrelevant feeling of loneliness. (When I wrote about irrelevant, I think that loneliness is subjective, and that makes me feel guilty towards her)

I felt like don't want to care about what she'll think or feel if I said I don't want to be her BFF anymore, but in other side, I think inversely.

Mmmhmm..... sigh.